I am sitting here looking around at
the boxes I have packed (to move) seeing my home is disarray and thinking
Lord what is happening? I have moved many times, but each time I have
had a place to move to, a home waiting on me to fix up, put my stuff
where I want it, enjoy my new surroundings. Yet, this time it is
different, I have no home to go to, no place to arrange my beloved
stuff, no place that I can enjoy and know I am home.
What has brought me to this moment in time? I had begun to
pray "Lord forgive me if I have not really seen You as my provider and
my provision, my desire Lord is experience you as my provider and my
provision." Three weeks later I find myself about to be homeless.
It is one thing to know that Jesus is enough, that Jesus is
your provider, your provision, your protector and it is another to
experience Him as these things. I had experienced Jesus as my protector
on many occasions and now I am about to experience Him as my provider,
my provision. All of this is to increase my faith and to prepare me for
the destiny He has planned for me.
The word tells us that we walk by faith and not by sight, do
you believe that? I do, yet if I can see where I am going is it faith?
When the priests carrying the Ark of the Covenant went to cross the
Jordon River when did the sea part, before or after they got wet? When
Noah built the Ark, there was no water, never had rained, he had no idea
what a flood was, but by faith he obeyed God and the Word that was
spoken to him and he and his family were saved. The word tells us that
without faith we cannot please God. So if I desire to please God I ask
for my faith to be increased. Asking this will place you in positions
that exercise your faith. In other words, your faith will be stretched,
think of how you work out and stretch your muscles, to increase my faith
it has to be worked and used in many different situations, situations
that will require my faith to be activated.
So now I am being stretched, Jesus is showing me who He is and
allowing me the privilege of experiencing Him. That is if I don't waiver,
don't give up though times may be hard I will see the reality of my
faith. For I also know that the word says I am not abandoned nor
forsaken, that I am loved and secure in Him, His word is real and His
word is true. I am not a victim I am victorious.
So you don't get to feeling sorrow for me, until God opens a
door of His choosing I will be staying at my daughter's home, I have said I
don't know who I feel sorry for;
me or her, and then decided it would be
her husband. (smiling)
God has His best for me and I will not settle for less out of
desperation, and fear. My faith in who He is will encourage me and
sustain me during this time. All of this has come about from a series of
messages my church is doing entitled "From Death to Life" last week I
began to do a bible study based on these messages as the Lord directs me
in this. Hope you can join me for this life changing study at
www.lindagroberts.com
Be blessed and remain steadfast
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